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[Dec. 21st, 2006|08:14 pm] |
Oh man it's been a long time since I posted here.
I decided that the quiz posts weren't the most sightly thing to have as my most recent. I'm not really reviving this blog (why the hell would I, I have DotQ) but I guess I'm going to check LJ more often at a friend's request. |
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| Clearing this all aside a bit! |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|01:40 am] |
I wanted to advertise for lk.com, and for DotQ, and just say a few words.
1. http://lovelykitsune.com
2. DotQ
3. IF YOU POST A COMMENT ON AN OLD POST I WON'T SEE IT. So don't bother.
4. If you patronize me and treat me like an average angsty teen LJ user, I won't forgive myself.
5. If you use retarded unnecessary words to compliment me I'll not forgive you.
6. Eeee!
I love having my own site! |
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| I miss my site |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|08:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | HostMatrix is lagging... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | and that makes me sad. | ] |
^see title. |
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| Using the blog space for SOMETHING |
[Jun. 19th, 2005|01:25 am] |
I... feel like shit. I just had a conversation with someone, and realized everything they said was true. I try... so... hard... to be nice... I try hard to be kind, to be me, yet me, me, I'm a bad crappy piece of crap. I always come across as a loser, a weirdo, or a jackass in the end. It's hopeless. It's gotten to the point where I'm afraid of knowing people.
That desire to bleed, from earlier, is gone, replaced by a will to cling to something and survive, but... I don't have anything like that.
I'll include the convo, for good measure.
Kajenx: It's so hard talking to passionate people, because I have no passions....
Flak: it's ok
Flak: just insult me
Flak: it won't be much different from normal dialogue with you
Kajenx: why?
Flak: it'll do
Flak: or choose not to talk to me
Kajenx: lol
Flak: i'll rant at someone else, maybe someone who cares a tiny bit for me.
Flak: the only problem is that there are like, 2 people like that in this world
Kajenx: meh
Flak: one is James, who would just call me a pervert, because he always calls me a pervert, for no reason most of the time
Flak: the other is the person in question
Kajenx: you need to stop obsessing over everything that happens
Flak: i dont obsessed over everything...
Kajenx: you are rather dramatic, you know...
Flak: is that a bad thing?
Kajenx: it can be
Flak: i'd rather it were.
Flak: i can handle insults.
Flak: compliments are too... infrequent
Flak: i don't know how to deal with them
Flak: at all.
Kajenx: I'm not complementing you
Kajenx: I'm stating a fact
Flak: i never said you were.
Kajenx: You were just ranting again?
Kajenx: You know, if you never get complements, and everyone hates you, maybe you should think about acting differently
Flak: Why would I ever dream of doing that?
Flak: I am who I am.
Flak: I'm happy with who I am .
Kajenx: or realise that not everyone hates you
Flak: I know some people don't.
Flak: Most do.
Flak: And I can understand that.
Flak: And move on.
Kajenx: no, most don't
Flak: I don't really care.
Kajenx: they are just annoyed
Flak: Who are you to say that Kaj?
Flak: DO you think you go for everyone?
Kajenx: If you can't tell, I can deduce an aweful lot from someone's personality and manerisms
Flak: i know you think you can
Kajenx: Well, I can
Flak: Hey Kaj, tell me
Flak: I a nice person?
Kajenx: And I don't think anyone really hates you
Kajenx: they just like to push your buttons
Kajenx: I don't think anyone is nice
Kajenx: so that's a bad question
Kajenx: I have a nasty habit of looking down on people
Flak: yeah, it's pretty nasty.
Kajenx: most of the time I just need a kick in the balls
Flak: i have this habit of looking up to people.
Flak: it doesn't work well.
Kajenx: That's probably worse
Flak: I..
Flak: I have a lot of issues of my own, admittedly.
Kajenx: I'm feeling green again...
Flak: I know I'm a crappy person.
Kajenx: Bah
Flak: I'm sorry.
Flak: I really , but you probably don't care.
Kajenx: You are iritable but not crappy
Flak: It's just the way I , I can't change it.
Kajenx: No one is crappy
Flak: So I'll apologize ultimately, and not bug you anymore.
Kajenx: 8-)
Flak: Thanks for your time, Kaj
Kajenx: I told you you were dr atic
Flak: isn't it what you want?
Flak: for me to shut up and go away?
Kajenx: I don't want anything
Flak: from the beginning, i was the bad noob that never went awya
Flak: *away
Flak: it's been years.
Flak: almost.
Flak: i'll go away.
Kajenx: *sigh* go ahead, it won't change anything
Kajenx: you aren't a bad newb anymore
Flak: you know, i wish that leaving the war3forums would help me get a life, but all it will do is clear more time for anime...
Kajenx: I'm just not tolerant of your personality
Flak: few are.
Flak: J es is azing.
Flak: How kind he is.
Kajenx: You know, you would find a lot of people are kinder if you focus less on yourself
Flak: I don't think it's focusing on myself when I beg someone not to kill themselves...
Flak: i mean, i dont know...
Flak: but
Kajenx:
Flak, that's not the point
Flak: i'm too stupid to get it
Flak: dont bother explaining it
Flak: god d n it
Flak: i feel like i'm going to start crying
Kajenx: -_-
Flak: ok
Flak: not the place.
Flak: i'm gonna go write in my something
Kajenx: get a grip, stop complaining, and look at yourself for a moment
Kajenx closed the conversation window. ( 3:37 )
Kajenx: who are you?
Flak: do you want an answer?
Kajenx: Don't answer, just tink about it
Kajenx: goodnight |
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| Changing Blogs |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|02:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | *sigh* The blogging. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Finishing up on Aozora | ] |
As I promised, this is fair warning. I haven't even changed my blog link yet. I am about to though...
dotq.hostmatrix.org/blog
^New URL.
I will continue to peruse the LJs of those who want me to peruse their LJs, and I have anonymous comments enabled on my new blog so anyone can comment on it.
There are three 'authors', Flak, DotQ, and Anime Reviews. DotQ will be posting posts about technical aspects/news on the site, Flak will be posting... journal-type stuff, as well as updates on content like art and text, and Anime Reviews will be posting on content updates pertaining to anime!
It was fun. Bye blog. |
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| Host Matrix |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|11:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Joy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Natsukage | ] |
Okay, I got my new webhosting.
flak.bravehost.com won't be updating anymore. The new site is
dotq.hostmatrix.org
So far it's looking much sexier than before, which is good. Now I gotta fool around with my new powers... |
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| Gunslinger Final |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|09:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Alright, I guess | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Aozora, by coincidence- I'm shuffling! | ] |
I finished all the GSG stuff. All the reviews, that is. I even did the grades!
Here it is! |
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| Moderation |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Powerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None | ] |
I'm apparently now the Moderator of the RPG Forum at war3forums...
And all my powers got pumped up, somehow, without me becoming a true Super Moderator. I can edit Avatars now, and view e-mails that are normally invisible to the public (I can't edit profiles, though, so don't worry!)
Um yeah.
I need to go buy a straight jacket and wear it until the power rush rolls over. |
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